Trust.

Don't trust that smile, and all the things that it could mean.

It's been a while, and I can't write anymore. My life's been too mundane to tell a tale.

Big funky.

4 more days to go...

Solid and Passionate?

Have you ever been in love? Was it good?

For my case, the end of everything, I know it was surely good. Though some maybe regrets, but it's still worth it and passionate. But funnily, I can't remember whether there's more to it or not. I certainly know there was, but it's really vague.

How funny at the end of it, we only know that we're satisfied, happy and feels good. Oh ya, also wad we could remember is just the sex too. Everything else...not in memory.

Humans are the most difficult thing to ever understand. Men speaks in anger, and women speaks in silence. How's that possible? Sometimes wonder why do we ever exist if life is so difficult. Did He planned all these for us? If so, why? Why are we so special to ever receive every tests? No one even knows the meaning of being alive. So why bother?

WWF versus STEVE AOKI!

You might be thinking, "what's WWF compared to Steve?!" It's not the wrestling thingy, it's World Wide Festival! Simple, people with loads of money, can afford both. People like me, have to make a hard decision. This is all considered under peer pressure. How old to have peer pressure! This is the result of someone who doesn't know his limitations to partying. Goodness.

I so wanna rave for the third day, it's Gilles Peterson himself and M.A.N.D.Y! Erm, and..yah alright, my fren's band, Wiked Aura Batucada. His girlfriend is one of my peers who's pressuring me to go. urgh! Rave Rave Rave!

Okie, bed time now, think later.

MeQuote: "Sometimes, the reasons u gave, are simply fucking stupid. But that ain't gonna stop me from anything. I'm a man, not with many words, but with many brains.".

Rainbows and dreamers in the dark night.

I was lying, tossing and turning around on my teeney bed. Thoughts ran thru, and the first thing came to mind was, I need a new bed. Yes. I do. Okie next, switch on the fan faster. (DAMN, if only my room's air conditioned) Anyhoo, seems like something's missing...and I can't seem to know what it is. I can't figure it out. And I'm not sleepy at all.

I remembered a mushy-wordy saying, that I heard before from someone I used to treasure so much. "Look up at the stars in the sky at night, and bear in mind that I'm looking at the same stars too, missing you.". I light a smoke, and tried to squint my eye to witness any. I don't know whatever for, but I tried. Face against the grill of my window...my house is just too near other flats. Can't see any. But then ah, why am I even bothering to look up? I'm not missing anyone, or hoping that someone would miss me too. I mean, I do miss someone, but he's simply might be sleeping at this wicked hour. Not might be, he is! Who wouldn't. I wouldn't.

You know how random this entry is, right? I guess it's one of my most no-brainer, just want to blog since there's nothing much to do right at this hour. Okie, back to my weeney bed.

Let's be 'JaneDoe'.

Ever wish you could escape to somewhere far and just be anonymous, change your name, your status? Unfortunately, living in this small red dot country, you simply can't go anywhere without ka-ching ($$).
Let's just fantasize then for a moment, shall we?
You drive away, somewhere far far...no one knows you, vice versa. You seek euphoria, adrenaline, somewhere else. You just wanna see...incredible!. Know people, have the best time of your life. Knowing you don't have to be ashamed and embarrass about doing the stupidest thing. Sleep with gazillion other men. (Okie, guess the brain's burning abit too much). Reminder, this is just a fantasy, which not many humans are given the opportunity to do so.

You know what sets us apart from animals? We know how to love, care, talk. That's what made us special. Loving and expressing our love and care, compassion towards each other.
I've been to many paradise, I've been to many greater heights as well. Guess you people had been there too, right? But think about this, have you guys been to your self lately? Cause I know I haven't.

Incredible - Madonna (One of those things that's catching up with me...*pout*)

Just one of those things
When everything goes incredible
And all is beautiful
(Can’t get my head around, I need to think about it)
And one of those things
That used to get you down
Now have no effect at all
Cause life is beautiful
(Can’t get my head around it, I need to think about it)

Remembering the very first time
You caught that some ones’ specials eye
And all of your care dropped
And all of the world just stopped

(I hope) I want to go back to then
Got to figure out how, got to remember when
I felt it, it thrilled me
I want it, to fill me

You don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone
And everything in life just goes wrong
Feels like nobody’s listening
And something is missing

I don’t want this to end
I am missing my best friend
It was incredible
There is no reason
(Sex with you is..)
Incredible!