High hopes to None.

I was told to be better.

I failed.

I don't want to face the world anymore.

It has hurt my family too much.

If only, they knew how I feel.

All I want to do, is get away from them far away as possible.

Anything I hold.

It seems I can't sleep and turn in properly. Woke up in the midst of quite an unpleasant dream. Nothing of the sort like monsters or what. And now I can't sleep...i just feel so..empty.

Hope ah? -TUI-

You know how when you try to express love, and it all came tumbling down? And when you don't express love, it IS there and u just don't do it? That's why, I don't know how to express love. I really don't. It just made me realize, all these while, me saying I love you, I like you, any kind of fondness, took a hell lot of courage out of me. But BUT, u see, it always ends up to being nothing, even when there was something. So what's the whole point, right? Catch my drift? By right, what I'm saying is kinda true.

So, at the end of the day, I keep reminiscing over your empowering perfume smell, your sweet-sinful voice, your cute little squinty eyes, your button-shroomie nose...and all of the above. But what I truly don't know is, what to do. So, YOU tell me as a person who's seeing from outside the box, what do you see me be doing? I wish for some enlightenment.

Sacrifices and willing-ness.

As much as how each of us grow up, be it in any kind of household, all of us have definitely felt a bit of love from our parents. So much so as they sacrifice for the needs and happiness of their own children. Impossible, if you would say that a parent doesn't love his/her child. Be it if you're being loved lesser than you brothers and sisters, you still are being loved. Isn't it?

I was thinking, and had a thought about how it was, when my parents grow up. Difficult times, but manageable and happy. And when they get married, and shifted away. How parents let go of their own fruits of loin. Take my Dad for example, living far off from his late mother last time. Yes, Malaysia might just be a causeway away, but still, you don't get the chance of traveling or meet her everyday. How is that?

As much as I could get angry with my parents, at the end of the day, nothing could ever beat the comfortableness of their warmth. I can't paint any future without them in it. :)

Angela Flame was a very very nice laydee. She is so going to give me a 1 on 1 Yoga lessons! Haha!

And so the night the drinks were yummy-licious. But a little bit costly. Fresh liquor with fruits, healthy but yet sinful.

And so the toilet trip was good enough, for me to find this. And snap snap. Read it, as its accurately amazing.

For d blind, it quote:

"The world today
seems more confusing
than ever before
Tv screaming
politicreligionpain

So we seek
shelter in the realness of friends and family
and
frank words

In this meritocracy
(fused with suspect democracy)
all citizrns have the right
to benenfits
of the
social
kind"

Ponder on.

What's the best thing besides having your wish come true?

Nothing.

Do you ever notice that when you wished something hard, it will come true faster?

Fatal Bazooka Feat Yelle

This video is darn darn funny and cute!!!!

Idiots and rotten eggs.

There are so many kinds of men in the world, but they are just all the same. Ironic isn't it?

You know, I think it has become a trend. A trend where, endless Singapore gay boys shows how interested they are with a person, and then disappeared. You know how this things are. It wasn't so much practiced last time.

Pardon me girls, I bet you too, had your share of this. I mean, they make you seem you're all nice, pretty and handsome, and then, u tot they're taking a rain check from you, and apparently, its a very long one.