The Eraser

The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more I try to erase you
The more, the more
The more that you appear

And you wonder.

Wonder how silly it is, for a person to be liking or in love with someone for a very long time. Wait, this leads to, when the other party do not reciprocate back.

Hate to admit, I am one of those naive ones who think alike. And subconsciously, i'm actually still liking someone very dearly although nothing ever happens.s How is that ever possible.

Define, me.

Kilos have decided to reside in me. It doesn't help to work in Quint, and having a major pantry overload each time. Plus, the culture of food devoured by each one is truly insane.

3 months for a healthy 3 kilos, that's not fair.

Once you have converted to stuff yourself with all these snacks, it will just be Au natural the next time. It's like a good habit that you will just pick it up without thinking twice. How now brown cow? 'Slim 25' ain't doing much of the job these days.

Let's just pray ya?

Essentially yours.

I have yet to make any mark recently on this blog. The only mark I could get out was the shape of my ass in Quint's office. It's been rather a 'stare at the screen' kinda thing every morning. Not forgetting the major throbbing of one's headache. Mind you, I am still experiencing the rendezvous of a major migraine right now.

It seems that age is catching up on me, and I once used to have a good body immune system. It seems all weak, and major feeding of caffeine and nicotine into my body, like a vampire to its blood. Not forgetting the catching up of weekly prancing around trying to keep up with good music. All that was once nothing, and now, it seems like my legs are going to give way and my lungs is begging to breathe the 'sunlight' it once knew 5 years ago.

All I can think of right now, is the upcoming Diwali that's going to take place, and, a birthday bbq/party. Once again, we're back at High Street Centre on that day, ladies and gentleman. But what's most important, is a 9-days freaking trip to Bangkok and Ko-Chang! Yes please, the soaking up of sun and the sea's clear blue water awaits my arrival baby!

Reminiscing of you and, YOU.

All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity .

He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own.

I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We could a never had it all, We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A Perspective pushes thru, I'll be some next man's other woman soon.

I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men.

I wish I could SAY no regrets, And no emotional debts, And as we kiss goodbye the sun sets, So we are history, The shadow covers me, The sky above a blaze that only lovers see.

Andreas Kleerup - Until we bleed

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'

Lights black
Heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Now we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts