In a world filled with darkness, we all need some kind of light. Whether is is a great flame that shows us how to win back what we've lost, or a few glowing bulbs that reveal us the hidden truth of our past.
We all need something to get us through the night. Even if it's just the tiniest glimmer of hope.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Faith, bite me!
In the beginning, God created the heaven and the earth, at least that's what they say. He created the birds of the air, and the bees of the field, and he looked at his creation, and he saw that it was good. And then God created men, and it's been downhill ever since.
The story goes on that to say that God created men in his own image, but there's not much prove of that. After all God make the sun and the moon and the stars, and all men make is trouble.
Things don't just happen, people make it happen. People priorities, people make decisions, the world just doesn't happen. Don't get me wrong, I have faith. I do. It's not that I don't believe in God, I just believe in love, and hurt. Faith isn't medicine, faith can't heal you. But then again, it can hurt.
The miracle of life itself, why people live and die, why they hurt, or get hurt, is still a mystery. We want to know the reason, the secret, the answer at the back of the book. Because the thought of us being all alone down here, is too much to bear. But at the end of the day, the fact that we show up for each other, in spite of our differences, no matter of what we believe, is reason enough, to keep us believing.
The story goes on that to say that God created men in his own image, but there's not much prove of that. After all God make the sun and the moon and the stars, and all men make is trouble.
Things don't just happen, people make it happen. People priorities, people make decisions, the world just doesn't happen. Don't get me wrong, I have faith. I do. It's not that I don't believe in God, I just believe in love, and hurt. Faith isn't medicine, faith can't heal you. But then again, it can hurt.
The miracle of life itself, why people live and die, why they hurt, or get hurt, is still a mystery. We want to know the reason, the secret, the answer at the back of the book. Because the thought of us being all alone down here, is too much to bear. But at the end of the day, the fact that we show up for each other, in spite of our differences, no matter of what we believe, is reason enough, to keep us believing.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Drill me.
When growing up, bash was what we always wanted every year. I still remember, the parties, the wonderful cakes baked by my own mother. Inviting the entire neighbourhood if possible. Playing games, having fun the whole day. Pigging out with loads of food. Every single family members was involved. Many many birthday pressies you could ever get in your whole entire life.
And as we grow older, we don't do bash at home anymore. Either wonderful friends planned a surprise for us, or simply, having the comfort of the people you love around you.
Clock strike upon the hour, and all I want to do, is sit home. Older you get, the wiser you are. The wiser you are, the more u reminisce. But all I hoped for, was a wish I made on that very day, to come true.
And as we grow older, we don't do bash at home anymore. Either wonderful friends planned a surprise for us, or simply, having the comfort of the people you love around you.
Clock strike upon the hour, and all I want to do, is sit home. Older you get, the wiser you are. The wiser you are, the more u reminisce. But all I hoped for, was a wish I made on that very day, to come true.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Obsession the fantasy.
Up till now, I'm always cheering people and trying to make them believe that '08, is gonna be a better year compared to '07. It's just that things r being dragged on to '08 apparently, so it's gonna be a rougher patch for a start.
It's an odd thing to look back at these people (friends), to watch them. Each in their own way so brave, so determined, and so very desperate. Desperate to venture out, but afraid of what they'll miss when they goes. Desperate to get everything that they wants, even when they're not exactly sure of what that is. Desperate for life to be perfect again, although they realizes it never really was. Desperate for a better future, if they can find a way to escape their past.
I not only watch, but I cheer them on, these wonderful friends of mine. I hope so much for what they're looking for. But I know not all of them will. Sadly, that's not just the way life works. Not everyone gets a happy ending.
It's an odd thing to look back at these people (friends), to watch them. Each in their own way so brave, so determined, and so very desperate. Desperate to venture out, but afraid of what they'll miss when they goes. Desperate to get everything that they wants, even when they're not exactly sure of what that is. Desperate for life to be perfect again, although they realizes it never really was. Desperate for a better future, if they can find a way to escape their past.
I not only watch, but I cheer them on, these wonderful friends of mine. I hope so much for what they're looking for. But I know not all of them will. Sadly, that's not just the way life works. Not everyone gets a happy ending.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
2008, still hurts with every heartbeat.
The very first post of 2008, prolly not on the 1st, but good enough for people who doesn't exactly have the mood and recuperating at home. Countdown was held at Clark Quay, in the private comfort of my brother's office. A wide spread of KFC, having the adults acting like kids bickering over original recipe and crispy. The wonderful smooth chocolate cherry liquer, yum yum. And to sum it up, yippee, a blast from Esplanade's fireworks. Marvelous. Sadly, one of the beloved Bunny couldn't join us, due to Tokyo trip.
Extended til Zouk, Garnier, such racist. Hahaha!. House, drum n bass, euro thrash..weeeeeee! Prance prance prance! Okie, I'm still down from that. Alright, need to rest now. XOXO.
Extended til Zouk, Garnier, such racist. Hahaha!. House, drum n bass, euro thrash..weeeeeee! Prance prance prance! Okie, I'm still down from that. Alright, need to rest now. XOXO.
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