Craving simplicity

I just have this strong cravings for...MEE SIAM. Hmm....it's Friday, and I'm going to shot-gun Qiji's Mee Siam for lunch. Hungry.

Was it love, or just something that reminded me of something that felt a lot like, but wasn't, love?Just friends, friends then, until the end. You know I still pretend, just friends. Take a step and come out of the shade. I can tell you're no longer afraid. I'm helpless without your warming smile. Take a step and come out in the sun. I can tell it's already begun. I'm helpless without your warming smile.
Was it love, I think it was but I'm far from sure. I'd never felt that way before, was it love?Just friends, am I a fool to be asking for, a fool to wish that we could be more than friends? Take a step and come out of the shade. I can tell you're no longer afraid. I'm helpless without your warming smile. Take a step and come out here in the sun. I can tell it's already begun. I'm helpless without you, helpless without you, helpless without your warming smile. Your warming smile....

Congratulations!!!

New boy in town!!!!!!!

Congrats Mia and Len!!

Click to see the Aedan Van Der Beek!

I thought you were my angel.

Remember those walls I built?

You tumbled them down, and I did not even put up a fight.

Pray this will fade away soon.

Hanging around...

All your "yesterdays" is already over. The future don't belong to you.

What must I do to get some honesty around here?

You and me, we're at the dead-end road. This is for the best.

Once again, the much beloved Friday is here to kickstart the weekend.

I walked into Kinokuniya, and felt dump when the words came out of my mouth before i could stop. I paused before the last word tho, but it was too late. "There're so many.......books." Yes, that exactly what came out. Don't laugh my friend, as I don't mean it that way. I certainly know what I am in for even BEFORE I stepped into the bookstore! There's no read in between the line of what I've just said, just a major simple wrong construction of sentence. It was suppose to be, "There are so many books that I have not read for so long.". I am not being defensive. So don't judge.

Every single time when my MSN trigger a msg, I wish it wouldn't be the, "Hey, lLOOK 100% SEXY GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS!". And mind you, it's all in caps, with colours. I keep telling myself, one more from you, and you're gone. But I can't bring myself to do it, these are friends whom I talked to and not just sitting on my list. Talk about that, I need to be on a clearing mode soon. I said SOON.

Miles Away.

I understand....

...those three words are never enough,

when it's long distance....

I'm sorry, I love you.

Promised.

I was never promised a rose garden. But instead, I got a small plot of beautiful, aching things.

Its been rather dull lately. Every week when it starts ahead, I just feel freaking down. I don't know why. Prolly like i said before in my previous entry, the days are drawing near.
I don't know what's going to happen, and I don't know what's going to happen after.

All I know I want to get out of this wallowing miserable mood that I am in every time.

Stuck

By choice, I given up Songkran thinking that doing something wonderful would mean alot to someone. Which is, pushing my trip to the following weekend and gonna end up in Phuket. I hope it's all worth it. I mean, it's all something different definitely, to an island I've never been to. But, oh well (some should know....)...hope!

It's a pretty long weekend and I am totally clueless on what I'm going to do! Yann always will have plans. ALWAYS!
It seems my friends are not so active with the upcoming Easter holiday. Only a few, asking what's it's all about over the weekend. Others just simply quiet. I guess i have to be on a hiatus for this weekend, personal petty cash not working baby!

Puzzled

I don't know what's going on. ..help?

In my head..

My time is running up. I know I have to face it soon. Give it back, my heart and soul.

If

If I die tonight, would you feel the loss?

Supplements, must take!

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something ugly this way comes.

In this world I am now undying, I unfurl my flag, my nation helpless. I'm on fire, I'm rotting to the core. I'm losing grip to this realities you're sending. You're eating all my kings and queens.

Help.

I have been here many times before. Hurt myself again, now.

Rule the world...

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

again...i hurt myself..ouch!

Not that i wish i could step on a broken glass, and see myself bleeding. if only...too many if only(s) la! irritating...everytime when something goes wrong, all i keep saying is... "if only.." if only, if only bapak kau! okie..tt's a very anrgy pissed off sad me venting..

feels good.

okie..now that i am typing this sentence, trying to make out the pain I feel inside and put it into words...it makes me angry again! Ridiculous! I wouldn't wanna start swearing on your dad, your mother or your whole ancestors. Sorry my beloved friends and foes and strangers who's reading it..i don't mean. But again..ARGH!!! *TOOT TOOT TOOT*

gEEKS AND nERDS

People I consider friends are geeks and nerds. Hello Eileen and Russell!

Hurray hurray.

I was hoping for a better new year all together. And so fast its coming March!

I didn't expect that the trips i had was going to be back to back. And lucky me to be able to save up quite a bit for every trip that I am making to.

I hope that the new year will be a way much better one in months to come, not only for this half of the year.

You were dncing from above.

I looked up the sky...damn there wasn't any stars. And you were Deadmau5-ing the night away while I lay in bed thinking of you...misses.

Thailand cum Bangkok

The most memorable birthday ever...rock on 24!!!!!! hahaha. Thanks for all the well wishes from my friends..everyone appreciated! and especially to my brother and also to my cousin, bernard...and also to Diana!!!!!!

And..the year starts with a bang.

Not looking forward to...having second thoughts.

Looking in.

I just want to make this sad boy smile.

The hours seems to past by very fast. And the days seems dreading slow. There's so much to think about yet, there's so little that's limited to do.